[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":-1},["ShallowReactive",2],{"service-center":3,"collection-2feda4ef6aa3b0e902287e903856d841":9},{"phone":4,"wechat":4,"wechat_qr":5,"working_hours":6,"address":5,"qq":7,"email":8},"13763377139","","周一至周日 9:00-19:00","3252119239","3252119239@qq.com",{"id":10,"title":11,"content":12,"blocks":13,"cover":355,"images":356,"banner_images":357,"nickname":358,"username":358,"authorName":358,"avatar":5,"createTime":359,"updateTime":360,"likes":361,"comments":361,"collects":361,"views":362,"status":363,"tags":364,"destination":5,"location":5,"is_top":366},"2feda4ef6aa3b0e902287e903856d841","读湘西王陈渠珍《艽野尘梦》有感","\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: center;\">\u003Cb>一百年前，115 个人走进无人区，\u003C\u002Fb>\u003C\u002Fdiv>\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: center;\">\u003Cb>活着出来的不到十分之一\u003C\u002Fb>\u003C\u002Fdiv>\n\u003Cp style=\"text-align: center; margin: 0px 0px 28px; font-size: 16px; color: rgb(74, 70, 63); font-weight: 400; font-family: "Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; font-style: normal; text-indent: 0px;\">《西藏生死线》—陈渠珍《艽野尘梦》白话译写本\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 44px;border-left:3px solid rgb(140, 47, 36);padding:2px 0px 2px 18px;color:rgb(74, 70, 63);font-size:16px;font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">很少有一本书，是读到「后记」才彻底明白自己刚才读的是什么。我读到西原死的那一段，起身在屋里走了两圈，又回来把它读完。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:20px;margin:56px 0px 18px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;font-style:normal;text-align:start;text-indent:0px;text-decoration:none\">一、先说这本书的来历，它本身就够传奇\u003C\u002Fspan>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">《西藏生死线》不是小说，甚至不完全是「文学创作」。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">它是「湘西王」陈渠珍（1882—1952）的自述。原文叫《艽野尘梦》，用晚清文言写成，1936 年成书，当年只自印了极少册数，却轰动一时。「艽野」两个字，指的就是青藏高原。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">陈渠珍这个人，一生摊开来是这样的：湖南凤凰人，与熊希龄、沈从文并称「凤凰三杰」——沈从文年轻时做过他的文书；他与贺龙是旧交，也曾是对手；他经营湘西二十余年，1949 年和平起义，1950 年出席全国政协会议，1952 年病逝于长沙。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">而支撑他后半生所有事功的那副底子，是在西藏打下来的。画家黄永玉说得最狠：\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">「经历了《艽野尘梦》那种大难大厄的人，要么看破红尘、遁入空门去；要么有常人难有的毅力与品格，成常人难及的事业。」\u003C\u002Fstrong>\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">我们现在能顺畅读到的白话本，出自诗人庞培之手，他花数年时间译写，才让那手文言不至于把今天的读者挡在门外。藏学家任乃强读完只留了一句断语：\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">「其人奇、事奇、文奇……一切为康藏之游记最。」\u003C\u002Fstrong>\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:20px;margin:56px 0px 18px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;font-style:normal;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">二、它其实是三本书叠在一起\u003C\u002Fspan>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">第一本，是一场教科书级的绝地求生。\u003C\u002Fstrong>1911 年冬天，辛亥革命的消息传到拉萨，驻藏军队内部哗变、互相残杀。不愿卷进去的陈渠珍带着 115 名士兵、240 余头牛马，从江达出发，选了三条路里最凶险的那一条——穿越羌塘无人区，经青海回内地。原计划四十天，实际走了 223 天。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">第二本，是一段至今读来仍会心颤的爱情。\u003C\u002Fstrong>藏族少女西原，工布营官彭措的侄女，马上连拔五竿，被一句玩笑话许给了他。此后她随他打仗、爬雪山、过冰河、在雪沟里守了一夜狼群，最后死在他的怀里。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">第三本，是一份清末西藏的军政备忘录。\u003C\u002Fstrong>英俄在喜马拉雅山两麓的角力、赵尔丰与钟颖与联豫之间的倾轧、驻藏军队里占九成五的哥老会、武昌起义如何沿着驿站一路传导到雪域——这些都是亲历者在现场记下来的。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cspan 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218);text-align:left\">腊月三十，踏冰过通天河\u003C\u002Ftd>\u003Ctd style=\"word-break:break-word;padding:10px 8px;border-bottom:1px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);text-align:right\">30 人\u003C\u002Ftd>\u003C\u002Ftr>\u003Ctr>\u003Ctd style=\"word-break:break-word;padding:10px 8px;border-bottom:1px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);text-align:left;color:rgb(74, 70, 63)\">1912 春\u003C\u002Ftd>\u003Ctd style=\"word-break:break-word;padding:10px 8px;border-bottom:1px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);text-align:left\">走出沙漠，「恰好是十分之一」\u003C\u002Ftd>\u003Ctd style=\"word-break:break-word;padding:10px 8px;border-bottom:1px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);text-align:right\">\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">17 人\u003C\u002Fstrong>\u003C\u002Ftd>\u003C\u002Ftr>\u003Ctr>\u003Ctd style=\"word-break:break-word;padding:10px 8px;border-bottom:1px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);text-align:left;color:rgb(74, 70, 63)\">1912.06\u003C\u002Ftd>\u003Ctd style=\"word-break:break-word;padding:10px 8px;border-bottom:1px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);text-align:left\">抵丹噶尔厅，历时 223 天\u003C\u002Ftd>\u003Ctd style=\"word-break:break-word;padding:10px 8px;border-bottom:1px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);text-align:right\">9 人\u003C\u002Ftd>\u003C\u002Ftr>\u003Ctr>\u003Ctd style=\"word-break:break-word;padding:10px 8px;border-bottom:1px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);text-align:left;color:rgb(74, 70, 63)\">1912\u003C\u002Ftd>\u003Ctd style=\"word-break:break-word;padding:10px 8px;border-bottom:1px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);text-align:left\">西安，西原病殁，葬小雁塔下\u003C\u002Ftd>\u003Ctd style=\"word-break:break-word;padding:10px 8px;border-bottom:1px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);text-align:right\">—\u003C\u002Ftd>\u003C\u002Ftr>\u003C\u002Ftbody>\u003C\u002Ftable>\n\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:20px;margin:56px 0px 18px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;font-style:normal;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">四、最放不下的七处\u003C\u002Fspan>\n\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:17px;margin:34px 0px 10px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(140, 47, 36);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;font-style:normal;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">1. 他为什么要主动去送死\u003C\u002Fspan>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">赵尔丰要在军中选四名青年军官做侦探，命令下达到部队，「几天之内，军中都无人肯站出来应答」。赵尔丰于是评价说：这批援藏官兵多数是学生兵，成不了大事。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">陈渠珍听说之后觉得耻辱，就站出来了。\u003C\u002Fstrong>他不是不怕，他是不肯被人这样看。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">后来他被几十名藏兵围住，刀长四五尺，屋里转不开身，被砍中背部和臀部、被刀柄击中右额倒下，拖下楼梯扔下，绑在马背上押走。他在马背上清醒过来，「看清自己已经做了异族人的俘虏，不觉一阵心酸」。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">他活下来是因为撒了两个谎：谎称自己带了三品官衔，谎称赵大将军八个营已经先他一天到了昌都。藏人素来畏服赵尔丰，他赌的就是这一点。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">回来之后，命运反手给了他一巴掌又一勺糖：赵尔丰先骂他「贪功」，要军法处置，最后查清了原委，把撤职令下给了推诿责任的林修梅管带，位置反倒由他接替。赵尔丰临走时的告诫是：\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">「胆气固然有余勇，从今往后你也已经身居要职，凡事更应该小心谨慎，要不断努力，否则将来又让我寻一个机会杀了你。」\u003C\u002Fstrong>\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:17px;margin:34px 0px 10px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(140, 47, 36);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;font-style:normal;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">2. 那块巨石落下来的时候\u003C\u002Fspan>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">守纳衣当噶石门天险，他去巡视，发现左后方几处斜坡有被敌人利用的危险，就起身去部署，由黄督队官坐到他刚才的位置上。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">他走了不到三十步，就听见背后巨石滚落爆裂的声音。\u003C\u002Fstrong>回头看，匪徒从高处推石下来，正中那个位置。黄队官当场毙命。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">那一瞬间的距离，作者写得很克制：\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">「要是我不先离开，离开那要命的十几秒种，死的就不是他，而应该是我了。」\u003C\u002Fstrong>类似的事在书里反复出现——他刚挪地方、刚转身，坐骑就被打死。你读着读着就会明白，这条路上活到今天，很大部分靠的不是本事。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:17px;margin:34px 0px 10px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(140, 47, 36);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;font-style:normal;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">3. 火柴只剩下二十几枝\u003C\u002Fspan>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">进入羌塘后，粮食吃尽，全队开始杀驮牛驮马。某天清点随身物品，大家才发现：全队剩余的火柴加起来，\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">统共只剩二十多枝了\u003C\u002Fstrong>。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">于是有了全书最动人的一段「仪式」：点火前，先把干牛粪搓成细末，撕下贴身的衣裳布条卷成小条，八九个人顺着风向排成两行，头靠头、身贴身，不让一丝风透进来，一个人在中间战战兢兢划燃火柴。等布条着火，再开当风的一面，让微风吹进来助长火势，铺上骡马粪——「风愈大，火势愈炽烈」。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">火烧完，他们把火堆余烬平铺在地上，等热量消退，就挤作一团睡在刚才那堆火的位置上。\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">地已经去湿了，身上还留着那堆火的暖。\u003C\u002Fstrong>\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:17px;margin:34px 0px 10px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(140, 47, 36);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;font-style:normal;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">4. 士兵开始吃同伴的肉\u003C\u002Fspan>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">缺粮到绝境，一名姓杨的士兵夜里死在路旁。第二天早上被人发现时，「昨晚半夜里已经被附近一路跟踪的狼吞噬得差不多没什么肉了，仅剩余两只手，一只脚，士兵们拿回来用火烤着分吃掉了」——因为争抢，还吵了起来。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">作者赶过去，「不禁掉下眼泪，上前去婉言劝说」，让他们别再抢吃伙伴的肉。他用的办法是\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">撒谎\u003C\u002Fstrong>：「前面不远处已捕获到一头野骡了，你们何苦在这里争执呢？」\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">然后，奇迹般地，真的有人跑来报告射到了三头野牛。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:17px;margin:34px 0px 10px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(140, 47, 36);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;font-style:normal;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">5. 恩将仇报的那一夜\u003C\u002Fspan>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">走出沙漠前，他们遇到七个蒙古喇嘛——从色拉寺逃回蒙古的僧人。喇嘛们给他们两顶帐幕、两大包糌粑、一大包面粉、两头骆驼。作者写：\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">「譬如垂死的鲋鱼，或者不至于再被困在涸辙之中而等死了。」\u003C\u002Fstrong>\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">然后是那一夜。士兵谢海舞提议劫杀这些喇嘛，理由很「实在」：走到西宁路费不够。作者极力劝阻：「人的骨头都是白的！我们要是负心劫杀他们，世间的鬼神，怎么可能放过我们？」\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">第二天，谢海舞带五个人脱离队伍，向喇嘛开枪。\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">喇嘛们翻身取出的十三响手枪里全是填好的实弹。\u003C\u002Fstrong>喇嘛死三人，谢海舞等六人全部重伤。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">那些伤兵躺在雪地里，一个夜晚过去，只剩白骨——被狼拖走了。唯一还能动的谢海舞伏在地上打滚哀号：「弟兄们既然不救我，送我一颗子弹吧！」同伴们的回应是转脸朝他笑，揶揄他：「兄弟再等等，很快会有骑马的人来迎接你。」\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">他们往前走了几里，很久之后还能听见荒漠里传来的呼救声。作者写：\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">「真正是天网恢恢，疏而不漏啊！」\u003C\u002Fstrong>\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:17px;margin:34px 0px 10px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(140, 47, 36);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;font-style:normal;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">6. 西原的那半块肉\u003C\u002Fspan>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">断粮第二天，只剩一小块干肉。他咽下半块，把另半块递给西原，她坚决不吃，哭着说：\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cblockquote style=\"margin:22px 0px;padding:16px 22px;background:none 0% 0% \u002F auto repeat scroll padding-box border-box rgb(247, 236, 233);border-radius:6px;font-size:16.5px;color:rgb(90, 42, 34);line-height:1.9;font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px\">我能够耐饥的，不碍事，可以几天几夜不吃也不要紧。你却不可以一天不吃东西，我现在是万里从君啊！可以没有我，但不可一日无君，万一你被饿死了，我还能逃脱一死吗？\u003C\u002Fp>\u003C\u002Fblockquote>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">作者写道：「『天下可无洪，不可无公』这样的话，这样的境界，想不到在藏族女子中间也可以见得到啊！我痛不欲生。」\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">后来轮到他被这句话救。走到望眼欲穿仍见不到山口时，士兵杨正奇说了一句极丧气的话：「长安路远，玉门关遥……恐怕要在这荒山野岭了却残生了。」是西原站起来反驳的：\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cblockquote style=\"margin:22px 0px;padding:16px 22px;background:none 0% 0% \u002F auto repeat scroll padding-box border-box rgb(247, 236, 233);border-radius:6px;font-size:16.5px;color:rgb(90, 42, 34);line-height:1.9;font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px\">这时候季节快到春天了，天气会慢慢变暖的，最苦的日子大家都熬过来了！一路死掉的人虽然多，可是我们还活着！这是天终不绝我辈！\u003C\u002Fp>\u003C\u002Fblockquote>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">作者说，他「顿时觉得惭愧！难道不是真女子的气概吗？」然后从地上爬起来，胸襟一下子开朗了。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:17px;margin:34px 0px 10px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(140, 47, 36);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;font-style:normal;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">7. 三十七两银子\u003C\u002Fspan>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">到西安后，他们在洪铺街租住别人的空宅。等着家里汇钱，钱没等到，先卖掉了西原母亲送的珊瑚（途中已断裂，只卖得十二两），再卖掉了作者随身多年的一副望远镜（六两）。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">然后西原开始发热。作者发现她脸上、身上现出天花的红斑，「一时骇怕」——因为还在成都时就听人说：\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">西藏女子到内地，没有一个不发天花痘而死，一百个里也找不出一个能逃过这一劫。\u003C\u002Fstrong>\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">西原做了一个梦：她梦见回了西藏的家，妈妈端给她一杯糖、一杯白水。按西藏风俗，做这种梦的人，必死无疑。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">临终那夜，她把他喊醒，哽咽着说：\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cblockquote style=\"margin:22px 0px;padding:16px 22px;background:none 0% 0% \u002F auto repeat scroll padding-box border-box rgb(247, 236, 233);border-radius:6px;font-size:16.5px;color:rgb(90, 42, 34);line-height:1.9;font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px\">万里从君，本来指望一生一世相厮守的，不料生这怪毛病，看来半路上只好分手了，可要是你能最终获得救济，回到你老家，我死也就瞑目了。夫君，现在你家里寄的信或许早晚就可以到了，愿你回去的路上，一路珍重……\u003C\u002Fp>\u003C\u002Fblockquote>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">说完，停止了呼吸。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">作者翻遍口袋，只剩一千五百文。爱人的尸体还停在床上，他连入殓的钱都没有。他去敲同乡董禹麓的门。董禹麓自己「一文不名」，拿出来的钱是族弟寄存在他家的——\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">称了称，三十七两\u003C\u002Fstrong>。靠着这三十七两，西原被装殓、被诵经，葬在西安城外的小雁塔下。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">作者独自走回那间空屋，「突然又感觉西原真的不见了，室冷帏空……于是又仰天长号，眼泪也哭尽了，嗓子也嘶哑了。我这一生的经历，讲到这里，委实是肝肠寸断啊……我这本子，也就从此辍笔罢。」\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:20px;margin:56px 0px 18px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;font-style:normal;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">五、书里出现过的人，后来呢\u003C\u002Fspan>\n\u003Cdiv style=\"background:rgb(255, 255, 255);border:1px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);border-radius:8px;padding:14px 16px\">\u003Cb style=\"font-size:14.5px;margin-bottom:4px\">西原\u003C\u002Fb>\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:14px;color:rgb(74, 70, 63);line-height:1.75\">藏族少女，随他走完羌塘。到西安后出天花，死在他怀里。\u003C\u002Fspan>\u003C\u002Fdiv>\n\u003Cdiv style=\"background:rgb(255, 255, 255);border:1px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);border-radius:8px;padding:14px 16px\">\u003Cb style=\"font-size:14.5px;margin-bottom:4px\">彭措夫妇\u003C\u002Fb>\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:14px;color:rgb(74, 70, 63);line-height:1.75\">西原的叔父婶母，送女西嫁、临别跪拜。达赖返藏后被「寸磔」处死。\u003C\u002Fspan>\u003C\u002Fdiv>\n\u003Cdiv style=\"background:rgb(255, 255, 255);border:1px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);border-radius:8px;padding:14px 16px\">\u003Cb style=\"font-size:14.5px;margin-bottom:4px\">罗长奇\u003C\u002Fb>\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:14px;color:rgb(74, 70, 63);line-height:1.75\">继任师长。兵变当夜只身逃出，被哥老会勒死在德摩山下的喇嘛寺里。\u003C\u002Fspan>\u003C\u002Fdiv>\n\u003Cdiv style=\"background:rgb(255, 255, 255);border:1px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);border-radius:8px;padding:14px 16px\">\u003Cb style=\"font-size:14.5px;margin-bottom:4px\">范玉昆\u003C\u002Fb>\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:14px;color:rgb(74, 70, 63);line-height:1.75\">老书记官，舍不得藏族妻儿不肯走。两个月后，全家被卷土重来的匪众杀死。\u003C\u002Fspan>\u003C\u002Fdiv>\n\u003Cdiv style=\"background:rgb(255, 255, 255);border:1px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);border-radius:8px;padding:14px 16px\">\u003Cb style=\"font-size:14.5px;margin-bottom:4px\">堪布登珠\u003C\u002Fb>\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:14px;color:rgb(74, 70, 63);line-height:1.75\">藏军首领，曾在腊左审他又放他。后被作者奉命秘密处决——「只好让我代为受过了」。\u003C\u002Fspan>\u003C\u002Fdiv>\n\u003Cdiv style=\"background:rgb(255, 255, 255);border:1px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);border-radius:8px;padding:14px 16px\">\u003Cb style=\"font-size:14.5px;margin-bottom:4px\">张子青 · 林噶 · 白马青翁\u003C\u002Fb>\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:14px;color:rgb(74, 70, 63);line-height:1.75\">哥老会副龙头后来被自己部下砍杀；波密头目林噶是被作者亲手几刀砍倒的；匪首白马青翁则被野人酋长诱杀献首。\u003C\u002Fspan>\u003C\u002Fdiv>\n\u003Cdiv style=\"background:rgb(255, 255, 255);border:1px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);border-radius:8px;padding:14px 16px\">\u003Cb style=\"font-size:14.5px;margin-bottom:4px\">杨兴武\u003C\u002Fb>\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:14px;color:rgb(74, 70, 63);line-height:1.75\">帮他稳住军心的军官。带十人前出探路，一去无回，全书再没有交代。\u003C\u002Fspan>\u003C\u002Fdiv>\n\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:20px;margin:56px 0px 18px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;font-style:normal;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">六、为什么一百年后还值得读\u003C\u002Fspan>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">第一，它记录的是一份「绝版」的西藏。\u003C\u002Fstrong>天葬、火葬、水葬（以及为什么藏人不吃鱼）、糌粑与酥油茶怎么做、七十二户人家的打箭炉、藤桥如何用两根毛绳在半空里勾连、青盐海里怎样凿冰取盐、野牛群为何会集体坠崖、蜜蜡与雪晶从哪里来——这些不是旅行攻略，是一个一百年前带着枪和地图、住在藏民家里吃了几百顿饭的人，随手记下来的东西。书上说，1951 年解放军首次进藏时，十八军的首长曾把这本书当参考书。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">第二，它写的是「人在极限时的真实样子」，而不是英雄叙事。\u003C\u002Fstrong>陈渠珍不掩饰自己的怯、两个谎、算计与迟钝。他会奉命秘密处决那个曾经审问他、又礼送他回营的堪布，并在书里说一句「只好让我代为受过了」。他会在士兵抢吃同伴的肉时掉眼泪，然后给他们编一个谎言。这种不完美，恰恰是它比一切传奇都可信的原因。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">第三，它写的是选择的代价。\u003C\u002Fstrong>他入藏的理由说得直白：「何不借这次的部队援藏，到那边去散散心，玩乐一遭，漫作避秦之游？」——一个想避开革命的年轻人，最后是被革命从背后推着，走进了地球上最荒凉的地方。个人在大时代裂缝里的那种身不由己，一百年后的我们并不陌生。\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:20px;margin:56px 0px 18px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;font-style:normal;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">七、几句抄下来的话\u003C\u002Fspan>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 16px;padding-left:16px;border-left:2px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);color:rgb(74, 70, 63);font-size:16px\">\u003Cb>冰敲马蹄铃声细，雪压枪头剑气寒。\u003C\u002Fb>\u003Cbr>\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:14px\">——途中吟，全为写实\u003C\u002Fspan>\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 16px;padding-left:16px;border-left:2px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);color:rgb(74, 70, 63);font-size:16px\">\u003Cb>物各有主，世上的东西，并不是你想拿走就可以拿走的。\u003C\u002Fb>\u003Cbr>\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:14px\">——面对甘珠尔经的稀世珠宝，他拒绝私取\u003C\u002Fspan>\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 16px;padding-left:16px;border-left:2px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);color:rgb(74, 70, 63);font-size:16px\">\u003Cb>劝君莫打三春鸟，子在巢中望母归。地不分东西，人的心是一样的。\u003C\u002Fb>\u003Cbr>\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:14px\">——亲见小牛在母牛被杀处徘徊悲鸣之后\u003C\u002Fspan>\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 16px;padding-left:16px;border-left:2px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);color:rgb(74, 70, 63);font-size:16px\">\u003Cb>她不是笛福笔下克鲁索先生身边的「星期五」，她却比「星期五」美丽和珍贵多了！\u003C\u002Fb>\u003Cbr>\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:14px\">——庞培《后记》\u003C\u002Fspan>\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 16px;padding-left:16px;border-left:2px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);color:rgb(74, 70, 63);font-size:16px\">\u003Cb>我们是去朝拜一场爱的风暴，一种品质气度，一份人在茫茫荒原上的温情依偎——一颗纯洁而无畏、野性、美丽得使人淆然泪下的心灵。\u003C\u002Fb>\u003Cbr>\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:14px\">——庞培《后记》\u003C\u002Fspan>\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:20px;margin:56px 0px 18px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;font-style:normal;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">八、怎么读它\u003C\u002Fspan>\n\u003Cul style=\"padding-left:20px;margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">\u003Cli style=\"margin-bottom:10px\">\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">不要被「文言译写」四个字吓退。\u003C\u002Fstrong>庞培的白话很好入口，句子短，画面感极强，一天能读三四章。\u003C\u002Fli>\u003Cli style=\"margin-bottom:10px\">\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">建议先读《后记》\u003C\u002Fstrong>（庞培写的「西原故事」），知道结局，再回头从成都一步步走过去。回头看第一章那个说「到那边去散散心、玩乐一遭」的年轻人，感受会完全不同。\u003C\u002Fli>\u003Cli style=\"margin-bottom:10px\">\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">前面几章别急着快进。\u003C\u002Fstrong>腊左探险、收复工布、进军波密这几章表面是行军打仗，其实是全书的底色——你只有看过工布的宴席、彭措家院子里的咿呀歌声、叔侄俩临别跪下来说「本布此去，重会何年」，才会懂后面羌塘那几百里究竟碾碎了多少东西。\u003C\u002Fli>\u003Cli style=\"margin-bottom:10px\">\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">配一张青藏高原的地图读。\u003C\u002Fstrong>成都—康定—甘孜—昌都—江达—工布—波密—鲁朗—哈喇乌苏—羌塘—通天河—柴达木—丹噶尔厅—西宁—兰州—西安，一条线画下来，两百多天的路程会具体得可怕。\u003C\u002Fli>\u003C\u002Ful>\n\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:20px;margin:56px 0px 12px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', 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18px;text-align:center;color:rgb(74, 70, 63);font-size:16px;font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-indent:0px\">\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">这本书值得被更多人读到。\u003Cbr>不是为了猎奇，是因为有些人和有些话，\u003Cbr>不该只留在极少量自印本里。\u003C\u002Fstrong>\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp style=\"margin:48px 0px 18px;font-size:13px;color:rgb(138, 133, 124);text-align:center;font-family:-apple-system, "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", 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serif;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">很少有一本书，是读到「后记」才彻底明白自己刚才读的是什么。我读到西原死的那一段，起身在屋里走了两圈，又回来把它读完。\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":35,"type":36,"content":37,"url":5,"urls":38,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_phhshr","heading","\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:20px;margin:56px 0px 18px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;font-style:normal;text-align:start;text-indent:0px;text-decoration:none\">一、先说这本书的来历，它本身就够传奇\u003C\u002Fspan>",[],{"id":40,"type":23,"content":41,"url":5,"urls":42,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_2z5iqf","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", 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年病逝于长沙。\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":52,"type":23,"content":53,"url":5,"urls":54,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_0fjfrr","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">而支撑他后半生所有事功的那副底子，是在西藏打下来的。画家黄永玉说得最狠：\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">「经历了《艽野尘梦》那种大难大厄的人，要么看破红尘、遁入空门去；要么有常人难有的毅力与品格，成常人难及的事业。」\u003C\u002Fstrong>\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":56,"type":23,"content":57,"url":5,"urls":58,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_iqphzg","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">我们现在能顺畅读到的白话本，出自诗人庞培之手，他花数年时间译写，才让那手文言不至于把今天的读者挡在门外。藏学家任乃强读完只留了一句断语：\u003Cstrong 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style=\"font-weight:700\">统共只剩二十多枝了\u003C\u002Fstrong>。\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":136,"type":23,"content":137,"url":5,"urls":138,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_w8v8vi","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">于是有了全书最动人的一段「仪式」：点火前，先把干牛粪搓成细末，撕下贴身的衣裳布条卷成小条，八九个人顺着风向排成两行，头靠头、身贴身，不让一丝风透进来，一个人在中间战战兢兢划燃火柴。等布条着火，再开当风的一面，让微风吹进来助长火势，铺上骡马粪——「风愈大，火势愈炽烈」。\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":140,"type":23,"content":141,"url":5,"urls":142,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_i4xd7h","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">火烧完，他们把火堆余烬平铺在地上，等热量消退，就挤作一团睡在刚才那堆火的位置上。\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">地已经去湿了，身上还留着那堆火的暖。\u003C\u002Fstrong>\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":144,"type":36,"content":145,"url":5,"urls":146,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_lvniq3","\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:17px;margin:34px 0px 10px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(140, 47, 36);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;font-style:normal;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">4. 士兵开始吃同伴的肉\u003C\u002Fspan>",[],{"id":148,"type":23,"content":149,"url":5,"urls":150,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_vukyiw","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">缺粮到绝境，一名姓杨的士兵夜里死在路旁。第二天早上被人发现时，「昨晚半夜里已经被附近一路跟踪的狼吞噬得差不多没什么肉了，仅剩余两只手，一只脚，士兵们拿回来用火烤着分吃掉了」——因为争抢，还吵了起来。\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":152,"type":23,"content":153,"url":5,"urls":154,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_ck87m4","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">作者赶过去，「不禁掉下眼泪，上前去婉言劝说」，让他们别再抢吃伙伴的肉。他用的办法是\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">撒谎\u003C\u002Fstrong>：「前面不远处已捕获到一头野骡了，你们何苦在这里争执呢？」\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":156,"type":23,"content":157,"url":5,"urls":158,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_4pvsns","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">然后，奇迹般地，真的有人跑来报告射到了三头野牛。\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":160,"type":36,"content":161,"url":5,"urls":162,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_5fe7es","\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:17px;margin:34px 0px 10px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(140, 47, 36);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;font-style:normal;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">5. 恩将仇报的那一夜\u003C\u002Fspan>",[],{"id":164,"type":23,"content":165,"url":5,"urls":166,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_c1t6gk","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">走出沙漠前，他们遇到七个蒙古喇嘛——从色拉寺逃回蒙古的僧人。喇嘛们给他们两顶帐幕、两大包糌粑、一大包面粉、两头骆驼。作者写：\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">「譬如垂死的鲋鱼，或者不至于再被困在涸辙之中而等死了。」\u003C\u002Fstrong>\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":168,"type":23,"content":169,"url":5,"urls":170,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_8ad7zo","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">然后是那一夜。士兵谢海舞提议劫杀这些喇嘛，理由很「实在」：走到西宁路费不够。作者极力劝阻：「人的骨头都是白的！我们要是负心劫杀他们，世间的鬼神，怎么可能放过我们？」\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":172,"type":23,"content":173,"url":5,"urls":174,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_mnz4yh","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">第二天，谢海舞带五个人脱离队伍，向喇嘛开枪。\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">喇嘛们翻身取出的十三响手枪里全是填好的实弹。\u003C\u002Fstrong>喇嘛死三人，谢海舞等六人全部重伤。\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":176,"type":23,"content":177,"url":5,"urls":178,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_w26mkd","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">那些伤兵躺在雪地里，一个夜晚过去，只剩白骨——被狼拖走了。唯一还能动的谢海舞伏在地上打滚哀号：「弟兄们既然不救我，送我一颗子弹吧！」同伴们的回应是转脸朝他笑，揶揄他：「兄弟再等等，很快会有骑马的人来迎接你。」\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":180,"type":23,"content":181,"url":5,"urls":182,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_xeg5sy","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">他们往前走了几里，很久之后还能听见荒漠里传来的呼救声。作者写：\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">「真正是天网恢恢，疏而不漏啊！」\u003C\u002Fstrong>\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":184,"type":36,"content":185,"url":5,"urls":186,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_q23l77","\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:17px;margin:34px 0px 10px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(140, 47, 36);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;font-style:normal;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">6. 西原的那半块肉\u003C\u002Fspan>",[],{"id":188,"type":23,"content":189,"url":5,"urls":190,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_js0dai","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">断粮第二天，只剩一小块干肉。他咽下半块，把另半块递给西原，她坚决不吃，哭着说：\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":192,"type":23,"content":193,"url":5,"urls":194,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_3cz7cg","\u003Cblockquote style=\"margin:22px 0px;padding:16px 22px;background:none 0% 0% \u002F auto repeat scroll padding-box border-box rgb(247, 236, 233);border-radius:6px;font-size:16.5px;color:rgb(90, 42, 34);line-height:1.9;font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px\">我能够耐饥的，不碍事，可以几天几夜不吃也不要紧。你却不可以一天不吃东西，我现在是万里从君啊！可以没有我，但不可一日无君，万一你被饿死了，我还能逃脱一死吗？\u003C\u002Fp>\u003C\u002Fblockquote>",[],{"id":196,"type":23,"content":197,"url":5,"urls":198,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_6b0nxt","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">作者写道：「『天下可无洪，不可无公』这样的话，这样的境界，想不到在藏族女子中间也可以见得到啊！我痛不欲生。」\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":200,"type":23,"content":201,"url":5,"urls":202,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_mo62am","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">后来轮到他被这句话救。走到望眼欲穿仍见不到山口时，士兵杨正奇说了一句极丧气的话：「长安路远，玉门关遥……恐怕要在这荒山野岭了却残生了。」是西原站起来反驳的：\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":204,"type":23,"content":205,"url":5,"urls":206,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_yf8wci","\u003Cblockquote style=\"margin:22px 0px;padding:16px 22px;background:none 0% 0% \u002F auto repeat scroll padding-box border-box rgb(247, 236, 233);border-radius:6px;font-size:16.5px;color:rgb(90, 42, 34);line-height:1.9;font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px\">这时候季节快到春天了，天气会慢慢变暖的，最苦的日子大家都熬过来了！一路死掉的人虽然多，可是我们还活着！这是天终不绝我辈！\u003C\u002Fp>\u003C\u002Fblockquote>",[],{"id":208,"type":23,"content":209,"url":5,"urls":210,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_yz5i85","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">作者说，他「顿时觉得惭愧！难道不是真女子的气概吗？」然后从地上爬起来，胸襟一下子开朗了。\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":212,"type":36,"content":213,"url":5,"urls":214,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_jylns3","\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:17px;margin:34px 0px 10px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(140, 47, 36);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;font-style:normal;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">7. 三十七两银子\u003C\u002Fspan>",[],{"id":216,"type":23,"content":217,"url":5,"urls":218,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_5e2v71","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">到西安后，他们在洪铺街租住别人的空宅。等着家里汇钱，钱没等到，先卖掉了西原母亲送的珊瑚（途中已断裂，只卖得十二两），再卖掉了作者随身多年的一副望远镜（六两）。\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":220,"type":23,"content":221,"url":5,"urls":222,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_hs5ltg","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">然后西原开始发热。作者发现她脸上、身上现出天花的红斑，「一时骇怕」——因为还在成都时就听人说：\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">西藏女子到内地，没有一个不发天花痘而死，一百个里也找不出一个能逃过这一劫。\u003C\u002Fstrong>\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":224,"type":23,"content":225,"url":5,"urls":226,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_v1zd7r","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">西原做了一个梦：她梦见回了西藏的家，妈妈端给她一杯糖、一杯白水。按西藏风俗，做这种梦的人，必死无疑。\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":228,"type":23,"content":229,"url":5,"urls":230,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_o0nu02","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">临终那夜，她把他喊醒，哽咽着说：\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":232,"type":23,"content":233,"url":5,"urls":234,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_6y44av","\u003Cblockquote style=\"margin:22px 0px;padding:16px 22px;background:none 0% 0% \u002F auto repeat scroll padding-box border-box rgb(247, 236, 233);border-radius:6px;font-size:16.5px;color:rgb(90, 42, 34);line-height:1.9;font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px\">万里从君，本来指望一生一世相厮守的，不料生这怪毛病，看来半路上只好分手了，可要是你能最终获得救济，回到你老家，我死也就瞑目了。夫君，现在你家里寄的信或许早晚就可以到了，愿你回去的路上，一路珍重……\u003C\u002Fp>\u003C\u002Fblockquote>",[],{"id":236,"type":23,"content":237,"url":5,"urls":238,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_12mrlm","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">说完，停止了呼吸。\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":240,"type":23,"content":241,"url":5,"urls":242,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_9dwjkk","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">作者翻遍口袋，只剩一千五百文。爱人的尸体还停在床上，他连入殓的钱都没有。他去敲同乡董禹麓的门。董禹麓自己「一文不名」，拿出来的钱是族弟寄存在他家的——\u003Cstrong style=\"font-weight:700\">称了称，三十七两\u003C\u002Fstrong>。靠着这三十七两，西原被装殓、被诵经，葬在西安城外的小雁塔下。\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":244,"type":23,"content":245,"url":5,"urls":246,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_2rmywd","\u003Cp style=\"margin:0px 0px 18px;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:"Songti SC", "Noto Serif SC", Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">作者独自走回那间空屋，「突然又感觉西原真的不见了，室冷帏空……于是又仰天长号，眼泪也哭尽了，嗓子也嘶哑了。我这一生的经历，讲到这里，委实是肝肠寸断啊……我这本子，也就从此辍笔罢。」\u003C\u002Fp>",[],{"id":248,"type":36,"content":249,"url":5,"urls":250,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_l2famz","\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:20px;margin:56px 0px 18px;font-weight:700;color:rgb(31, 29, 26);font-family:'Songti SC', 'Noto Serif SC', Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;font-style:normal;text-align:start;text-indent:0px\">五、书里出现过的人，后来呢\u003C\u002Fspan>",[],{"id":252,"type":23,"content":253,"url":5,"urls":254,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_awgqzi","\u003Cdiv style=\"background:rgb(255, 255, 255);border:1px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);border-radius:8px;padding:14px 16px\">\u003Cb style=\"font-size:14.5px;margin-bottom:4px\">西原\u003C\u002Fb>\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:14px;color:rgb(74, 70, 63);line-height:1.75\">藏族少女，随他走完羌塘。到西安后出天花，死在他怀里。\u003C\u002Fspan>\u003C\u002Fdiv>",[],{"id":256,"type":23,"content":257,"url":5,"urls":258,"caption":5,"textAlign":20},"block_1789189678392_xmnt8u","\u003Cdiv style=\"background:rgb(255, 255, 255);border:1px solid rgb(230, 226, 218);border-radius:8px;padding:14px 16px\">\u003Cb style=\"font-size:14.5px;margin-bottom:4px\">彭措夫妇\u003C\u002Fb>\u003Cspan style=\"font-size:14px;color:rgb(74, 70, 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